Q: I am gazing with my self, but in the last few weeks my capacity of respond has almost disappear, I have return to feeling so trapped in my actual life all I can think is, "I want it to end". Should I start on my second time of TPP, and stop gazing?
A: Gazing is not a replacement for The Presence Process. So, it is not a case of doing one or the other. What about silence and stillness - have you given these qualities a chance while you move through your current experience? Realize that 'feeling trapped' and 'wanting to end it' is the medicine which is being administered for your healing. Feel these feelings as if you acute awareness of them is a gifts from God. Feel them without condition. What you are going through now is the felt-aspect of what is to be resolved within your emotional body. It is the surfacing of the emotional signature you have worked so hard to dislodge from in your awareness through doing the procedure. The only way out is through. Also, be aware that many in this world, whether they are processing consciously or not, are at present having feelings of 'being stuck' and 'wanting it to end'. This is a common experience for humanity right now. We have come to the edge of an ending paradigm whose ways no longer serve us. It feels like dying for us as it comes to completion. We who have developed some level of felt-perception feel this. Others who have not primarily are trapped in telling stories and reacting to these. We feel stuck because we cannot yet grasp the way of being beyond the shift we are in. This is why it is so important to return to the piece of writing called "Revelation Of Being", which is freely available on The Presence Portal Writings page. Do not lose hope, much Grace is pouring upon us, and what we are now all going through comes to pass. But the operative word now is 'through'. We must go through the death of what is no longer serving our journey - and as we do we feel as if a part of us is dying. This is because we still identify with that aspect of outer identity which we relied upon up to now to navigate through this tired and worn-out paradigm. While we rely on its frantic doings to take us from here onward, we also feel stuck. This is because that dying aspect of our experience does not have the capacity to take the next step. It is not within our 'doings' we move beyond this current circumstance of our human journey - it is within the radiance of our beingness - of being with without condition no matter what - that the shift takes place. Sink into silence and stillness as much as possible. This is key now. Yes, and I encourage you to enter the procedure again when you feel ready.
